16-07-2012 Toxxyc said...
Re: A lesson to those that wish to enter the IT work market.
Hehe I understand. I was given time until end August to wait as well, so yeah. Still, I've been sitting on my ass for almost three years now since I dropped Engineering, and I feel utterly useless. My relationship is becoming really serious at this stage, and I want to get studying so that I can get a family-supporting job in a few years, for obvious reasons. I did little noteworthy over the past 30 months, and that's got to change. I have to study next year, no matter what, and this uncertainty is killing me. I've been wanting to do something constructive for ages now, and finally I have someone to push me toward that goal. I can't miss this chance I have, I'm still young and I can do something with my life if I want to, I know it. I'm not stupid, I'm fairly gifted with numbers, I'm a fast learner and I know I can do what I set my mind to. I'm becoming depressed over the idea of not doing anything with my life and it's slowly starting to bother me more and more. You probably understand when I say this - I have to make something of myself. Being this drifting is not cool anymore... :(